the surfact project (64)

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?

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once i didn't wear my seatbelt and-

$j!+

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yeah, that happened.

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and ever since the accident,

i've wondered if maybe it wouldn't have been better

if we had been going a little faster

or been hit a little harder

and life had stopped in that ultra week of happiness

of graduation

of culmination

of reputation

and congratulation

instead of crumpling like it did

into a $j!+show that's worse

than the dent in Brendan's bumper.