The tears feel good. They let all the sadness get out in the open and show other people I really am hurting and not just trying to get out of the chemistry test. They make me think more and remember more and love more.
When there aren't any tears, the sadness gets trapped inside that little hole somewhere near my rib cage. It gets trapped down there and it can't get out. Sometimes the sadness hurts. Sometimes I forget about it. Forgetting makes me feel worse.
The tears feel good. But I don't cry so much anymore.
Does that mean I only loved my grammy enough for two days of tears?
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